Although things aren't really settled as much as i want it to be, at least i know what's going on. The veil in front of my eyes has been lifted.

I may not necessarily see people as they are, but at least i know something. And that something really makes things go a long way.

So i concede that it was a mistake on my part to you because i didnt know it meant so much. I didn't see the magnitute of how it could have affected you and for that I am truly sorry.

Hence, readjustments are to be made and i have to shift the ephemereal to the physical and move on. A smile and a tear is the only lingering thing from this.. a smile of wistfulness at what could have been.