Oh how i wish everyday of my life were like this :)
The art of eating,waking,sleeping and reading at any hour i wish. Truly utter bliss.
My accomplishments so far in the 2 weeks of my holidays have been to watch Pirates 3 twice, to haunt the cinema in JJ for The Last Mimzy and to finish wacthing Gokusen. Which is quite disheartening really. Imagine my life with nothing to do but to watch movies! It really is quite different compared to how i spent my last holidays, which was filled with attachments and work.
The irony is, when im truly truly FREE ( ie. which is NOW ) most of my friends are all AWAY and are not coming back. Save for Eunice of course whose coming back soon * shouts for glee* Baka Cheryl,Yat Tuang, Shin Fei,Emmerie and Li Yee!
But then again, to say that my life is without its worries is also a lie for its totally impossible. To put words into this page is hard too, and that in itself is a worry.
I guess im just inhibited by the people who read me and the people who prejudge me. Either that or i fear increasingly that I am judged just for being who i am.
This year has been a year of upheaval for me. Many changes, many fears, many heartaches, many big question marks. Some were bad, some were good. All of which i am grateful for. I guess again, this is where growing up comes into the picture.
But then, thats a story for another day and another time. For now, this post is just to remind you guys that i'm still alive and doing well despite everything. :)
luvalwis,mingchoi
Posted at 3:31 am by ming2